We don’t REALLY know that much about eachother yet i feel like we know a lot. I don’t understand why im all of a suddon so intrigued by you? Is this “hard to get” game you are clearly playing working? Does distance really make the heart grow fonder? I wish i just had enough balls to go and tell you exactly how i feel.
why must your weather suck? I enjoy every season but winter because you make my life so difficult. I had to spend the night at school because you decided we needed more snow. I go all around Minneapolis looking for towels and a place to shower. I brave through the snow and sleep on a couch freezing the whole night. Then when i wake up at 5:30am i take the time to get ready and it’s fucking snowing/raining/sucking outside. Not only did i need to WALK outside for a long time, i had to move my car which was impossible because of all the snow. Now, i look gross and feel like shit.
I love my school to death, don’t get me wrong. But everyones true colors are quickly showing. I’m starting to see the bad side of the music industry. That’s okay because i knew it was going to happen. The amount of people i need i can count on one hand. There are 2 people who i need the most. As long as i have them i’m okay.
To be honest, I could be a bigger bitch than Karma
Early Saturday morning i was in my first car accident ever. I was driving home from Minneapolis durring one of the worst snow storms in Minnesota history. I was halfway home with no problems at all, driving like a champ. What happened next was something i never thought i would deal with. I’ve been driving for 2 years, never an accient, never a ticket, never pulled over. When i opened my eyes i was faced in the other direction with a pounding headace. The man driving the huge SUV behinde me had rear ended my little toyota, smashing the drivers side. With that impact he spun my car around and hit me along the dirvers side and in the front. I rolled down the window to ask if everyone was okay and saw a party going on inside the car and a cop car pulling up behind us. I pulled over to the side of the road, got out of my car and bursted into tears. This man, this man who was driving too close to me and too fast durring the snow storm had trashed my car.
I asked the cop if my car was driveable because all i wanted to do was go home. It indeed was and i was able to make it home in one piece. The event landed me in the ER with some minor neck injuries. To say the least, my seatbelt along with my metal only made car saved my life.
What irritates me the most about this whole situation is that the man who hit me never once asked if i was okay. After getting out of his car he came over to me, looked at my damages, mumbled a few words to himself and left. Nothing. What people don’t realize is that being behind the wheel of a car is a big thing. I may sound like an old lady but it’s true. Driving can kill someone, and this man could have killed me. Even by hitting my car, he had the power to take my college away from me. I love my school more than anything and my car is how i am able to get there everyday. He had that power that i could not control and almost took it all from me. Because of this, i will fight. I will fight hard legaly for what is right. I’m not going to try and scam this guy for everything he has, but take back what he stole from me.
So for the next few days i will be hyped up on meds, sleeping and resting. I’m not one who likes to lay around and do nothing so this is quite difficult for me. But i refuse to miss anything.
Just believe me, if you don’t do the right thing, you deal with me. I’ma bigger bitch than karma could ever be.