I wish I was alive during the generation of when guys threw rocks at your window, they wrote you love letters, they serenaded you, and you would get phone calls, but I'm stuck with getting poked on facebook, sharing videos on youtube, and one worded text messages.
I never make a new years resolution because I think they are kind of stupid. If you want to change your life, change it now, why wait until the new year? I however, understand the whole concept and this year, for the first time, ever I think, I am making one myself. Some friends of mine know what the resolution is and it’s going to stay that way amongst the few. But, I just need to get this off my chest and off my mind. I’m starting my resolution tonight because I deserve it. I deserve the happiness that once was without the confusion. Without many of the things that have happened that I have overlooked. I deserve the peace of mind that I know I may never have. I wish it didn’t turn out this way but my actions now are for the better. It’s going to be tough, like every resolution is, because I will always want the now untouchable. But I’m a strong girl and I’ve been through worse. Maybe one day (hopefully) it can be how it used to be but right now it can’t and I need to look for that happiness elsewhere.
I’ve had a headache for almost 2 weeks now and nothing I do fixes this problem. I’m done popping pills that don’t work. I’ve been drinking my weight in water, getting enough sleep, eating enough protein, having my morning coffee and my dad has been adjusting me at least twice a day. Looks like now, the next step is to go to the eye doctor.
The only reason why I hate going to the eye doctor is because i have perfect vision, yet I have something wrong with my eyes where they always strain themselves in order to see. Of course the doctors know this, yet they tell me these eye exercises will fix the problem. I’ve been doing these damn eye exercises since i was eight years old. Clearly, this isn’t working.
At this point, just give me fucking glasses so this problem goes away.